I returned from my sister's the second time with a new energy, a new invigoration, even though I wasn't quite sure what was going to happen. I find the most exhilarating times are the ones when I'm unsure of just exactly what adventures lie ahead.
Things were going along just as usual for a while. Then I met a man named Bart Clouston. I heard of him through my friends Nicki and Adam. Nicki had been to a couple of his meditation classes and had told me that he was very interesting. She told me that he did some very interesting and different things with energy and meditation and that he was psychic. This piqued my interest, as I hadn't really met anyone else that was openly psychic. I decided I'd like to meet this person. Melanie was quite interested as well and ended up going to him for a one on one session. She came home afterwards and told me about her awesome talk with Bart, which made me look forward to our meeting even more.
From the first Sunday Rishi meditation, I was hooked. I remember my first guided meditative experience; I projected forward from myself in the shape of a wolf and bgan running and running throuh this beautiful meadow. It was to be the first of many amazing meditative visions I would have.
The next week on Saturday, Melanie and I got together at Nicki and Adam's for the UFC fights. Bart came over with Nicki and Adam's friend Alisa, whom Bart was dating at the time. As soon as Bart entered the room, I opened up myself completely. I fuly opened my psychic abilities and told him I was open to whatever he wanted to take from me. Telepathy as a concetion is an opening of vulnerabilities. You must be willing to share your most intimate traits with someone in order to telepathically communicate with them. This is essentially what I did, I opened up my vulnerability to him because I could feel through his presence that he was trustworthy.
After the fights were over, the evening switched gears. Nicki began asking questions about spiritual things. This began our 4 hour long conversation, covering everything from how to manipulate energy to what is 2012 all about. We talked until 4:30 in the morning and decided to call it a night.
Two weeks later, I attended a Tuesday night rishi meditation. After the meditation was done, I went outside to talk with Bart while he smoked. It was there that I asked Bart to become my teacher, to which he accepted. This is when the acceleration kicked up a few notches.
A week or so later, I was sitting at my desk at work when I heard a voice above me and to the right. It said, "Hello...hello?" to which I replied, "Uhhh, hello?". Then I heard, "Ah, good. We have communication." I followed, of course, by asking who it was that was talking to me.
"I think you know exactly who this is" is the reply I heard. I felt the name come to me, and when I spoke Gabriel's name, I heard, "Bingo!". I just sat there for a moment to allow this new information to sink in. After all, it's not every day that an archangel comes to you and opens up a personal line of communication. Over the next few minutes, he let me know that there would be a lot of changes coming. Some of them would be slightly uncomfortable, but it would be necessary in order to keep up with the rate of change happening in the world. He told me not to worry about the discomfort, as it would be temporary. He told me to be strong and most important of all, forget what I think I know about who I really am.
My life after meeting Bart is really like a seperate entity from the first 26 years. I've experienced enough expansion and growth since January of this year to fill up a few lifetimes. And this acceleraed life continues to unfold itself. Each and every day I'm experiencing new visions and revelations and opening of potential and expanding my ideas of the world around me. I almost find myself at a loss of just how to go about recording my experiences.
The best part is that everything I've ever done, seen or experienced is absolutely not specific to only me. Anyone is capable of opening themselves up to the grandness of life, of experience, of creation, of all that is. You simply have to be willing to shed yourself of the fear that keeps you bound to where you are. Anyone can go out of body, anyone can see the auric fields of those around them, anyone can be telepathic. It's simply a matter of letting go of all the things you think you know and just allowing experience.
From here, I will let the angels guide me. I will be posting different experiences and occurrences as they are shown to me. I dont want to pretend that I know why I'm writing all this down or what purposes it might serve. For someone like me, it's often a great pleasure to not know what is going to happen.
Namaste.
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